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Spinning slow your web of lies A flawless mask to hide the pain Wearing so long the perfect disguise Afraid to be broken again "Too much to lose and nothing to gain," You say with a smile on your breath Nothing in life can hurt like alone The slow soul diminishing death Never again will you give it your all Only to watch it all shatter No reason to climb when you're just gonna fall It can't hurt if no one else matters Each day that passes just makes you grow sadder Nothing but darkness awaits you at home "Tomorrow," you whisper, "Tomorrow will change, And I'll never again be alone."

She sits with her tears all alone in her room The shadows and dust there to witness her gloom She weeps for herself a soul shattered in two Though none in the world know her solitude With a smile and a laugh she goes through her day Though she is more like a picture with naught but a frame Her soul makes no echo no lasting remark Her words have no meaning though they all break her heart

Seeing crystal clear for once The second time around Lost too many times before For hope of being found Trapped inside these memories Tormented by my fears Stuck in this reality And pricked by broken tears Can't escape these vivid dreams Repeating in my heart No second chance for weary souls That tear themselves apart

Looking in your face Waiting for a sign I used to know this place This love both yours and mine Sudden change of plan Off the beaten path Foundation made on sand Sinking beneath my grasp Thoughts of you and I Echoes in my skull What happened now and why Just make this sharp pain dull Not really betrayed Only feels that way Betrayed by my own thoughts Left with nothing to say Looking in your eyes Watching teardrops fall Is it such a surprise I knew it all along

Over and over these things that I said Rewind and play over again in my head Torturing me and reminding me how Everything could be going so differently now It all seemed to go so much easier before Now broken and bleeding I lay on the floor Drowning in sorrow and filled with regret A little too late for forgive and forget

Bodies in the dark Side by side Outlined with the glow of candles burning out You whisper my name A sacred prayer in the dark You know the gods don't hear Fragile glass feathers fall from a dying angel's wings Tears of a broken heart A shadow slips into the dark As the last candle fades Snuffed out by the burden of pain Shards of painful memories Scatter on the floor Pricking your heart as you walk away Digging in, making you bleed for me as I always bled for you I disgard my halo next to broken wings Time for one last fall Back to reality

Sometimes she sits by herself and cries Says she can't take the pain in the world Sometimes she screams and asks me why Why does this happen, why did that hurt I wish I could tell her that it would be ok That I promise everything will work out But it doesn't always work out that way She says she wants to leave this world behind I tell her I need her here with me She smiles and says I'll be fine without her Now I'm the one that through tears can't see She whispers my name as she says goodbye She says the world was just too cruel for her I wish she knew that it would all work out I wish that I could give her something to live for

Full to the brim and all worn out Don't know whether to cry or shout Stressed to the point of no return Fire inside sparks and burns Full of desire or empty of all traces Sick and tired of the same old faces This shriveled up world has left me dry Left alone in the dark to cry Tears streaming down my empty face Afraid to leave the comfort of this place Nothing ahead and too much behind No more to fill my worn out mind Any more in and this one will shatter One less destiny, just one more disaster